I only come back here most times to look at past progress, to let myself know where I’m at and take stock. There was a time where I wrote in this every day and it was great therapy. I miss that sometimes. Don’t have much time, but broke up with martha, which helped motivate me to change jobs. I got a new girlfriend who is much more positive (michelle) and sometimes taxing because I’m still clawing my way out of depression. Still it’s nice to be partnered with someone who is thinking positive and optimistically. I think 2 severely depressed people can’t work or live well together. That’s the lesson I’ve learned, among others.

Anyway more to come, but i’m alive.